to you, my angell!

i`ll keep you in my heart! you`ll be with me wherever i go...
i miss our talks.. i miss our chats.. i miss our laughs and time together...
i miss having you around and feel happy just seeing you there..beside...

wake up!

you have never ever before came so close to loosing me as you have now...
please, wake up and see what you are doing! please!

oh 7sein

i love you soo much and i miss you very badly!!!!!
and i cant any of this to you..... (u)

oh, my angel!!!

Why should I
Face up to
Another waking day
When there's a chance you'll come to me
In dreams

ceru, ka mums tā nesanāks, mans mīļais....

Viņa necieš sniegu. Viņš to dievina.
Viņa bija sapņotāja. Viņš neticēja pasakām.
Viņa mīlēja debesis. Viņš teica, ka tas ir banāli.
Viņai patika sēdēt naktī uz sola un skatīties zvaigznēs. Viņš labāk skatijās tv ekrānā.
Viņa domāja, ka vinš ir tas, kurš viņai vajadzīgs. Viņš uzskatija viņu par mazu meiteni.
Viņai viņš bija viss. Viņam viņa bija kārtējā rotaļlieta.
Viņa skuma. Viņš ironiski smaidija.
Viņa raudāja. Viņš klusēja.
Viņa cieta. Viņš tam nepieversa uzmanību.
Viņa nogura, gribēja mainīties. Viņš domāja, ka viņa tam ir par vāju.
Viņa bija arvien tālāka no viņa. Viņš negribēja to atzīt.
Viņa gandrīz aizmirsa viņa vārdu. Viņš sāka biežak domāt par viņu.
Viņa mainijās.
Viņa nesēdēja naktī uz soliņa un nesapņoja, jo viņa domāja, ka tas ir bērnišķīgi.
Viņa vairs nesmējās, jo teica ka tas ir naivi.
Viņa iemīlēja auksto sniegu.
Viņa pārvērtās par tādu, kādu gribēja viņš.
Bet viņam pietrūka tās mazās, sapņainās meitenes ar mirdzošo smaidu un mīlošām acīm.
Viņa skatijās uz viņu ar bezdomīgu skatienu.
Viņš saprata, ka viņa viņam ir pati svarīgākā.
Viņš gribēja viņu atgriezt.
Bet viņa vairs netic mīlestībai..

i dont belong...

you don`t know what you mean to me.
you are my home, my safe place, my shelter.. just you don`t realize that.
you are my family, my soulmate... just you have given` up on me.
you are my guiding star.. just you have hidden away.
i have nobody and nothing i belong to...
i have nothing and nobody to call mine...
i feel like stranger everywhere i go..
why i didn`t had enough brain not to make mistakes?
why i`m just a human and were allowed to loose you?
why you are not confident in our love and its power?
i`m lost.. i`m alone.. just question 'why?' circling around..

I Can't Help Myself

You smile a lot

It makes me wonder what your thinking of cuz...

baby your always on my mind

and right now i want you with me

here by my side

with me till the end of time

I just can't help myself i'm falling in love with you.

It doesnt matter what you say and what you do

just give me a chance

and i know i'll make you understand why...

I just cant help myself i'm falling in love with you.

Dont always find i should tell the world just how I'm

feeling it cuz...

i wanna be sure you feel the same

The more that i think about it

you need to know

there's no other way

no,no

I just cant help myself I'm falling in love with you.

It doesnt matter what you say or what you do

just give me a chance

and i know i'll make you understand why...

I just cant help myself i'm falling in love with you.

You must have been sent...

you must have been sent from heaven above

your everything i have been dreaming of

too good to be true

no no i dont think so

baby no

over and over again......

i keep on loving you! i keep on fighting!

Most people live life on the path we set for them. Too afraid to explore any other. But once in a while people like you come along who knock down all the obstacles we put in your way. People who realize free will is a gift, you’ll never know how to use until you fight for it. I think that’s The Chairman’s real plan. And maybe, one day, we won’t write the plan. You will. /Harry Mitchell/

maybe thats why i cant give up.. maybe thats why i`m running like with my head against the wall.. keep fighting... keep dreaming.. keep hoping... keep loving you...
why YOU always choose to give up and see just "STOP" signs everywhere?? why??

love you so much..

i want to shout in the world that i love you,
but i`m not allowed even to whisper it to you...

why??

why i need you soo much when you have stopped needing me at all?! :(
f***ing life...