inside of me

today is 4th working day without a rest.. 4 days in every 12 hours working and just 7 hours sleeping.. grey autumn with mud outside.. there are so many people coming, going, buying and going.. all day on my feet.. all day doing something and even not concentrating on all 100% for that... and no satisfaction inside.. no joy for things i have done.. no joy for people here... and plus three italians flirting with me... iuuhhh... and one disgusting idiot, who was trying to shout on me for all his bad things in life.. hate such people! was just happy to tell him go to hell... and now he wrote some kind of complaint on me! im sooooooo f***en lucky today! :) love the world and people!