Scream (Zac Efron)

The day door is closed,
The echo’s fill your soul.
They wont say which way to go,
Just trust your heart.

To find what you’re here for,
Open another door.
I’m not sure anymore.
It’s just so hard.

The voices in my head,
Tell me they know best!
Got me on the edge,
they’re pushin’, pushin’,
they’re pushin’

I know they got a plan,
While the balls in my hands!
This time its man-to-man,
I’m droppin’, fightin’, its time too.

Whole worlds upside down,its spining faster
What do I do now? Cause I choke!

I don’t know, where to go, what’s the right team?
I want my own thing. So bad I’m gonna Scream!
I can’t choose, so confused! What’s it all mean?
I want my own dream. So bad I’m gonna Scream!

I’m kickin’ down the walls.
I gotta make ‘em fall!
Just break through them all!
I’m pushin’, crashin’, I’m gonna
Fight to find myself,
Me and no one else!
Which way I get down, searchin’,
Searchin’, can’t find a
Road that I should take,
I should, tomorrow left us!
Like nothing works without you!

I don’t know, where to go, what’s the right team?
I want my own thing. So bad I’m gonna Scream!
I can’t choose, so confused! What’s it all mean?
I want my own dream. So bad I’m gonna Scream!

Yeah we’re cooks, running down,
hear the crowd gettin’ loud!
I’m consumed by the sound!
Is it hurt? Is it love?
can the music ever be enough?
Gotta work it out, gotta work it out!
You can do it, you can do it!

I don’t know, where to go, what’s the right team?
I want my own thing. So bad I’m gonna Scream!
I can’t choose, so confused! What’s it all mean?
I want my own dream. So bad I’m gonna Scream!

I don’t know, where to go, what’s the right team?
I want my own thing. I want my own thing!
I can’t choose, so confused! What’s it all mean?
I want my own dream. So bad I’m gonna Scream!

Ohh! Ahh!!!!

thunderstorm

i`m standing in the thunderstorm. first in this year. alone in the dark. thinking about you, myself and my life. feeling empty. and so very alone. rain mixing with tears. distant flashes of lightening and my thoughts. its warm, but i`m freezing. rain is so calm. tears are not. i long for you with all my being. never thought id miss you so much! having hurricane in me.

me

everybody always think and tell how strong girl i am, that i can handle anything and overcome anything! but im not just only very strong. im also very weak and vulnerable! i need somebody to hug me, protect me and make me feel safe. i need somebody to be there for me. but all think im too strong to be hold and being taken care of.

2 kinds of people

There's two kinds of people in this world when you boil it all down. You've got your 'talkers' and you've got your 'doers'. Most people are just talkers, all they got is talk. But when all is set and done, it's the doers who change this world. And when they do that, they change us. And that's why we never forget them... So which one are you? Do you just talk about it or do you stand up and do something about it? Because believe you me, all the rest of it is just coffee house bullshit.