6 km

6 km of railways, fog, walking, tears, wetness on grass, sand, running, stones and despair...
why i am the way i am? why i always care that much? why i always care about people who dont give a shit about me?

wasted time

i do anything but what i need, just to fill the time. just not to think. just to numb feelings. just to get to other day. wasting my time. throwing seconds, minutes, hours and days away in the drainpipe of the time.

stupid fairy-tales

you know, darling, i believed that our love was like in fairy-tales, that it could overcome anything at all in this world! anything! i thought we were like in fairy-tale ourselves. i were happy with you! and now... i dont believe in fairy-tales no more....
i just feel....