im sorry...but i love you still

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong..

 thing is that im not out of love, love for you, my angel, is growing bigger each day.. maybe im just out of love towards me... but what is true from poem is that - IM SO LOST WITHOUT YOU AND I DONT KNOW WHAT AM I WITHOUT YOU!!!!! i still love you.... keeping inside..not outspoken.. burning inside!

i beg you

please don`t let me give up!
and please don`t push me to that... it would be the catastrophie!

monologue with you..

i haven`t heard from you for a day and haven`t talked for around 2.. and it already seems like ages!!!! i just miss you so much that i can`t describe!!!!!!!!!! and it hurts so much that you don`t feel the same..
wish i could tell you how much i miss you and need you, but i`m not allowed.. not to make you angry..
i`m sorry that i need you so bad!!!!!!

you...

when you decided to turn back on me and go away
you took everything from my life..
i have nothing..nothing at all.. and i have no idea why im still on this earth..

i just love you..silently..deeply..from all what i am and am not....

es tevi mīlu!

i can shout that i love you!
but you can not hear..
my mistakes and mat of lies
have made you deaf to what my soul really feels.

and i love you more than ever!
i love you till it hurts!
with each heartbeat  i fall deeper in you
i love you more with each breath...

i hurted you so badly..
and its my own fault that now
whenever my spirit gets little bit alive
you crash it, burn it and break it once again!

that all is just my fault..
i just wish you`d see how its all eating me..
how i`m slowly dying each second without you!
and my whisper that i love you remains unseen..
just like a tiny flower in the middle of dessert sands...

i love you... 7sein!