monologue with you..

i haven`t heard from you for a day and haven`t talked for around 2.. and it already seems like ages!!!! i just miss you so much that i can`t describe!!!!!!!!!! and it hurts so much that you don`t feel the same..
wish i could tell you how much i miss you and need you, but i`m not allowed.. not to make you angry..
i`m sorry that i need you so bad!!!!!!