dark grey rocks under the feet..and soughty sea somewhere below.. white foam sob in the dark dark night.. wind tearing my wet hair.. and quiet whisper flying and touching my ear!
your words hugging me and making me warmer. wolf wail coming closer and closer.
i just need you arms around me and nothing else matters.. i dont care about wolves and dark night.. dont care about storm, raising from the sea.. dont care about cruel wind and cutting rain.. i dont care about world..just if your arms around me..

and if i cant be beside you.. if your heart will push me away..then just a step.. n become a part of a storm.. my tears mixed up with prickly raindrops.. and my pain united with wail.. sharp teeth in my flesh and infinity of cold, raving water..
then just timeless falling in a nowhere...

its an art to know how to speak
and its and art how to hear and understand;
but its the top of art
to speak without a words and listen with your heart!
your voice is best music to my ears
and your heart is dearest in this world!

positive

positive in such blogs is that they are so public that nobody in fact reads them.. people who would like to read dont know that they are here.. and people who know that they are here dont wana read them :)
great!
best way to hide something is to place under nouse... :D

*you dont understand me*

everybody thinks that i dont understand them.. and maybe i dont.. i just dont know why should i always understand other people.. maybe sometimes i just need that there would be somebody who would understand me!
visit me without bagging to do that!just come and hug me without asking if i feel badly..
somebody who would just come and tell that he needs me.. somebody who could just come and tell me "smile!"

fcuk.. feeling alone in crowds of people.. adore this feeling.. fcuk...

thinking over.. and moving :)

some days ago moved to my new place.. :) my room in flat :)
fantastic feeling in fact.. abit sad coz it was hard to leave my previous room... living 3 years in one place makes people attach to it somehow.. :)

came in my new room.. :) that is place where you need to do all on your own :) and thats why i like that! :) so much energy inside!

and plus im going to meet best person in whole world that makes me simply fly! :)
and that gives such energy! :)


there are soo many different people we meet every day..n everybody tought us something..
today i read in one nice person`s blog this one:
"Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past.
Stop planning the future.
Stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel.
Stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel.
Sometimes we just have to go with "What happens - happens!""

ya... sometimes we need enough brain not to try change things that we cant change.. or if we see that its stupid to fight.. fight for nothing.. or fight with nobody..