night reflection

today had first free day after some work days.. running and full head of different problems.... sometimes its hard to understand do i have to be happy, coz of staying in chef`s place.. or to get sad.. but not about that i wanted to write this time....

it was more about the day.. day in four walls and on the windowsill.. watching people going somewhere.. children playing... and raindrops falling on the ground... its not so hot as days before.. seems summer is slowly going somewhere where people have missed for it.. cool wind... and rain..

just wonder.. why always free days fly so fastly away?