curse

  there came event in my life which was crucial! it was a nuclear bomb on my soul.
  i had made that bomb myself. i had left it there. i wasnt proud of me and i tried to hide it. you..you just stepped on the trigger and it exploded. you got hurted too. but im the one whos guilty for everything that happened.
  it swept away all importance away from life, it burnt out all little and big goals of life, it killed everything that mattered and all the living. all it left is pain, unbearable pain and emptiness like atomic bomb leaves just ashes, burnt and distorted corpses and destruction.
  me = freezing. alone. hurting. destroyed.