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today im soo awfully tired of life.. that i cud just fall asleep and not to wake up.. today i cud make a step not to come back after a while.. today it wud not be hard..

when you second by second understand that you are loosing or already have lost a person for whom you have lived last few years.. when you realize that things are going so far and so shitty that you wont be able to change them and let them come back.. one of the hardest things is that you must admit that you have lost something or somebody..

today that is easy to go away from a world and never come back again.. easy to step over the edge of rock and know that you will never hurt again..